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♥ 我爱你

2009-11-17T20:09:00.004+08:00

虽然我们相识的日子还是短暂的
可是我已深深把你来爱了
你的天真和你的纯情已把我吸引了
你就是我梦中美丽的天使
我知道你是一个天真善良温柔的男孩
真的希望自己能够配上你
如果你能给我机会让我好好的爱你
真的只想真心真意对你说

我爱你一定爱到花都开了鸟儿把歌唱
爱到牛郎织女为我们点头
爱到花儿绽放鸟儿成群把我们环绕
爱到每道彩虹映出你的美

我爱你一定爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌唱给心爱的男孩
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我去爱你

虽然我们相识的日子还是短暂的
可是我已深深把你来爱了
你的天真和你的纯情已把我吸引了
你就是我梦中美丽的天使
我知道你是一个天真善良温柔的男孩
真的希望自己能够配上你
如果你能给我机会让我好好的爱你
真的只想真心真意对你说

我爱你一定爱到花都开了鸟儿把歌唱
爱到牛郎织女为我们点头
爱到花儿绽放鸟儿成群把我们环绕
爱到每道彩虹映出你的美

我爱你一定爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌唱给心爱的男孩
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我去爱你

我爱你一定爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌唱给心爱的男孩
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我去爱你

刘文舜，爱上你越来越无可救药。你是我的爱，你是我的生命，你是我的一切，你是我唯一的老公
... 我不能没有你了darling！我已经太爱你了。我永远爱你，老公muacks！

Ah lien wannabe. Kenny lala mui =) ♥

Hello, Internet People!

2009-11-17T18:39:00.007+08:00

I ALMOST forgotten that I actually own a blog till a really nice friend of mine reminded me I had one and kept nagging at me to update it! Thanks, dolls ;)

What have been happening since I've been messing? Well, quite a number, to be honest.

Halloween.

Celebrated Halloween with Maxine, Kenny, Hazelin, Patrick, Ah Fook and many other random people at Travillion. That was the first time I saw ~~that fucking-bastard-son-of-a-bitch~~ Miguel and he looked so different compared to how he looks like in pictures!

We didn't get shit drunk though cause Kenny was there, and he's against me going clubbing! ~~Kill joy!~~ We still had much fun hanging around Frappe thinking of things to do and eating our asses off and disturbing people as they walk past.

Walked around with Kenny for a while and beautiful Sapphire. With her pink wig, I couldn't recognize her! She went as Barbie, by the way, and I'm guessing her boyfriend went as Ken. Met a new friend, which was a friend of Kenny's, Evelyn Kimo! She's really pretty and her contact lens were really cool. She went as a leopard, if I'm not mistaken.

I WENT AS A BUNNY =)

The top belongs to Maxine and the bunny ears belongs to Tiffany =) Thanks you guys for lending me your stuffs! Hugs.

To be honest, I wasn't planning on going as anything cause I didn't have the appropriate costume but I found the bunny ears so all I did was tie my top up, used my Playboy Bunny belt, put on my bunny ears and tada, I is a bunnies! Teehee.

Ah Boy's birthday.

Accompanied Maxine to Core to celebrate ~~this bastard's~~ Ah Boy's birthday. Kenny, Ah Fook, Kenny's crazy ass friends, Hazelin, Diinson, Miguel and many other people came along! His birthday was a countdown party, sort of thing, where we party and when the clock strikes 12am, the cake cutting and singing of the birthday song tradition starts.

Kenny was there so I didn't get the chance to get shit drunk, unlike some lucky person whom I know so well ;) neither did I get the chance to stay till 12am. I left earlier with Kenny and slept over with him!

Ahh. You know that feeling, when the last face you see right before you close your eyes at night and the first face you see right after you open your eyes in the morning is your love one? I love that feeling! You know what other feeling I love? The feeling of when you're in bed with your love one and you feel so protected cause he's hugging you to sleep! So naice.

Driving course (Part 1).

Yes, there's a Part 1 and Part 2 for this, meaning I went to the driving institute TWICE to listen to the same boring shit TWICE!

I was supposed to sit in a room with random people whom I don't even know and listen to this man talk about driving and shit, in Malay, for FIVE god damn hours. For goodness sake, I can barely understand Malay. My understanding for Malay is like, basic shit, and the Malay they use there is like, walau eh damn intermediate! I was only there for three hours till Kenny came with Ah Fook to rescue me.

Yes, I know, I'm not supposed to do that. I gave them like a really lame excuse; I had to catch a flight to KL and I forgotten my flight was at that time. Hey, I'm not that good at thinking of excuses, please!

Driving course (Part 2).

This time I managed to trick Maxine into following me to the driving institute. I told her there were hot guys there, there were none, really. Hehe. And this time, I didn't go into the room, we just hanged around the institute and KFC for five hours, while we waited for Miguel to pick us up!

We cam-whored a lot at the institute and we watched the same music videos over and over again on TV! Hitz sucks.

-_- They realized I didn't attend the class, but thank God, I didn't have to return to that shitty institute again! Phew.

I don't know which one is worst, part one or part two.

A lot more happened but right now, I'm just too lazy and hungry to go on. I miss Kenny T_T This week's the last week of school and I don't see the point in going (my dad forces me to go) cause all we do is play UNO, sleep, talk and watch movies. I go in the morning and at 12 or 1 something I'll just go home or go to Kenny's place. Can't wait till school end and is dreading the day I go to New Zealand to study (no, I'm not going to Australia anymore)! T_T

I keep crying these few days.

; ♥陈芳芳

Rants #3

2009-10-07T18:39:00.002+08:00

Yes , I'm using a skin which I've once used before and that's cause I'm too lazy to go to Blogskins.com and look for extra nice skins ! Well , not today , maybe some other day when I'm not that lazy and suffering from a splitting headache =)

Anyways . Being suspended from school ain't fun at all ! I have to go to my mom's office every day and STUDY my ass off for God knows how long . UGH . I don't mind getting suspended if I was allowed to go out and do crazy stuffs , but getting suspended and then having to study my ass off is not a good idea for me . Thank God I'm only getting suspended for a week -_- Bloody Hell . But then again I'm not really looking forward to going back to school and seeing them bloody teachers ! Gah .

I haven't seen Kenny for God knows how long and I miss him like Hell =( Was up till 6:45 am , this morning , talking on the phone with him . We started with my very own family problem , then his ex girlfriend ( the one I despise with a passion , I despise most of his ex-s anyways , they all look very chao ah lien ! -_- ) , we then moved on to talking about his decision to remove his tattoos ( I like his tatts , but if he wants to make a good impression for mommy , sacrifices has to be made =( sighs ) and a lot more I couldn't remember . OH YES . The funniest thing we talked about was his baby kuan and how my fucking ex tried acting like a baby just to grab my attention -_- Boy , did that made Kenny laugh the whole night/morning and he laughed and talked about it when he woke up later in the afternoon .

Talking on the phone with Kenny for hours is fun and entertaining but it hurts later on . Bloody hell , I'm now nursing myself from a splitting headache and it's due to not having enough sleep cause I was practically awake the whole night/morning talking on the phone ! Note to self : DO NOT stay awake the whole night/morning talking on the phone . Maybe once in a while is fine , just not every fucking day -_-

Not excited about going to Australia to study T_T Just thinking about it is enough to make my eyes water .

Happy Birthday

2009-10-04T00:40:00.003+08:00

I would like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday on Facebook , MSN , Blogspot and through text and I would also like to thank those who gave me presents and , I know I've said this before , went to Core to celebrate my birthday in advanced with me !

Kenny got me a couple necklace and a new number ( the new number isn't exactly my present , he just decided to give me on that day -_- ) ! I love the necklace but the best present he gave me was just being there to celebrate my birthday with me :) Thanks , darling ! MUAH . He told me he has another present for me at his office ! Can't wait to see what it is .

My brother and his girlfriend were too cheap to buy me a proper card so they got two pieces of paper , wrinkled it up and wrote in it and gave it to me . Yes , that was my card . And my present from them ? My brother's used socks and undies . AND TWO PIECES OF REALLY CUTE GRAPHIC TEE , ONE THAT SAYS " HI , HATER ! " AND ANOTHER THAT SAYS , " I'M SO KRISPY " ! :D My brother and his girlfriend are cheapos . Thanks , Dinosaur and Elephant , for giving me the cheapest and smelliest present ( and card ) ever !

Pei Wen gave me a couple photo frame . It's really cute and I'm planning to let Kenny have the female one , which would have my picture in it , and I'd keep the male one , which would have his picture in it :) She sent it all the way to my house for me , ain't she just the sweetest ? Thanks , dear !

Ah Mat gave me a really cute wallet :) For a guy , he really does know how to choose presents for girls ! Haha . So if u're a guy and u don't know what to get for a girl , go to Ah Mat , he'll help u . Thanks for the wallet , da ge !

Thanks Kim for the pink cat ! Thanks Jan , Yew Fong , Sylvester , Lenny , Chu Ming , Josephine , Summer , Brandon ( and everyone else that went ) for celebrating my birthday in advanced at Core ( and for getting me shit drunk :P ) !

OH YES .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FEONA AND TIFFANY TING :)

Happy Four Month-versary , Darling

2009-09-30T20:54:00.004+08:00

For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain

And I saw us laughing through joy and through pain
And I saw time passing but we did not change
And I still saw us together at the end of every day .

Whatever u want it
Whenever u need it
Whatever u feel like it , it's gon' be like
U better believe it
Whenever u feel like dancing
U don't have to dance alone , no
U know , u know , u know
U should already know
I choose u
I choose u
I choose u
I choose u
I choose u
I choose u
I choose u
I choose u .

Darling , all this month we've been together , u've always been so patient and understanding with me ! During that time when I thought everyone walked out of my life , u were there with me all the way telling me that u would always be there even if the whole world turn it's back against me . From then on , I knew u were here to stay for good and I thank God for that :)

I hope this won't be our last anniversary together , I hope that we would still celebrate many more anniversaries to come . U're the one I want to start a new life with , u're the one I want to walk down the aisle with . . . U're the one , darling !

I'm sorry for being such a bitch most of the time and always getting pissed at u and always kek u . I still don't get how u can be so patient and so understanding with me and my weird ass mood swings but I'm glad that u're like this :)

Darling , though u've disappointed me a couple of times , but that ain't stopping me from loving u nor would that make me love u less . My love for u wouldn't change , it would only grow more and stronger ! I love u , darling .

Happy Four Months . 30.05 till the end ~

Diana Roxxanne陈芳芳 ♥ Kenny Stevie刘文舜

I'm sorry about just now :(

Accident

2009-09-29T21:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my first time experiencing a really bad car accident . Kenny , his little brother and I were the victims and we were lucky to survive with minor injuries :)

The accident happened around 4 - 5 pm , at the road near Ibraco's house . We were driving on the road and there was this rather big piece of concrete wall sticking out , causing us to not be able to see weather there's car at the other side or not . That wall caused us not to be able to see the Honda City coming , causing Kenny to not be able to brake so he swerved and due to the road being too slippery , the whole car went into the drain , which was a medium sized one !

Fucking Honda City stopped for less than two seconds and immediately sped off . Bastard , I hope u get into a freak accident and die a slow and painful death ! Grr .

Kenny's hand got cut cause he was shielding his head from the window which broke , his little brother's a lucky bastard , he didn't suffer from any injuries and I suffered from a really swollen leg which to Kenny's friends , looked as if I grew an extra head -_- One of his friends thought it was muscle . Dumb ass .

Right now , my leg is still swollen and it hurts a lot to walk , so I was practically limping around school today and also trying to walk normal ! Haha .

My temper's really bad right now , it's that time of the month again . It's a good thing Kenny didn't pick me up today ;) HAHA .

That reminds me . Tomorrow is our fourth month together , and the day after is my birthday ! :D I would like to thank Felix for doing an early birthday post for me ! Thanks a bunch , love , that was really sweet of u !

I'm off to do my Citizenship assignment . UGH .

Rants #2

2009-09-27T19:24:00.003+08:00

Going back to school tomorrow after having holiday for a week ! To be honest , half of me is dying to go back to school cause I despise the idea of staying at home for another week or so with nothing to do whereas the other half is wanting another week or so of holiday cause I too despise the idea of seeing my teachers , especially Mr Lim , for God knows how long -_- Yes , and I hate the fact that from tomorrow onwards , I'll be studying 5 days a week for 9 hours straight with only 3 breaks in the middle which doesn't last long and then I'll only be going out for 2 days a week . Damn .

God damn . Y am I complaining as if this is my first time going to school when it's not ? Ugh . I hate school , no , I love/hate it like how I love/hate holidays !

I don't wanna go to school but I don't want another week or so of holidays :( HOW ? Maybe we should have like , 2 days of school and 5 days of fun , that's more than enough for me :D That would probably happen in like cartoons , heck , I doubt it even happen in cartoons ! -_-

I shall go to sleep now . Otherwise I won't be able to wake up tomorrow !

Rants

2009-09-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

PISSED .

Have u ever been used before or do u know anyone , probably ur lover/family/best friend . . . anyone , that has ever been used before ? How did u guys felt ? Pissed ? Disappointed at the fact that that person whom u were once so close with is behind all this ?

I'm pissed and disappointed beyond believe ! I never took that person to be the type of person who would just use people for their money , their car etc . It pisses me even more that that person used the one person I love the most in such a way that really make me want to just stomp over to that person's house and give him/her a good teaching !

Yes , I've met those who use other people but I've never , in my whole 17 years ( not yet , but turning 17 soon ! ) , met anyone who uses people the way that person does ! It's beyond cruel , there's no perfect word to describe how this person uses people . Damn .

A certain someone told me that that person would get what he/she deserved soon . I really really hope this person gets a taste of his/her own medicine , of how it feels like to be used this way , of how it feels like to have no other friends to use anymore .

If u're reading this , I hope u wake up and think properly ! If u think this will last , that u're able to use everyone , then u're wrong . No doubt , u have a lot of friends but if u continue using them this way or just using them at all , u're gonna lose them all . I'm sorry to say u've lost me as a friend and I doubt that I'm even important to u as a friend so losing me probably won't mean a thing to u :)

So what if ur dad is famous in Kuching ? That doesn't mean u can just go around and use his name like that ! U not only use other people , u use ur dad's name as well . If I were a parent and if I ever hear my child using my name in a very inappropriate way , I'd beat the fuck out of that child and probably disown him !

How would u feel if someone uses u the way u use people ? How would u feel if one day u were to become a parent and ur child uses ur name the way u use ur dad's ? How would u feel if u found out that someone used ur love one in a really cruel way ?

If ur answer is that u won't feel anything , u're a really heartless person , which I'm pretty sure u ain't .

TAGGED :) *

2009-09-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

1. If Esther woo played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
A bitchy dumb ass :) *

2. Would you love to read Jen Kueen's very personal diary?
Yes , I would :D *

3. What would you do if you hadn't met Janalyn Bannavong?
No Kenny , no Core , no a lot of things lo ! She's a good friend :) * and I'm very lucky to have her !

4. Do you trust Yew Fong?
Of course !

5. Kimberly Kho got turned into an animal! What animal is it?
Something sexy and beautiful ;) *

6. What is Kenny Liew's favorite TV show or movie?
Tom & Jerry , Doraemon . . . shows seh kias watch and horror movie !

7. How would Sylvester Hii insult Janalyn Bannavong?
He wouldn't insult her de . Jan is da jie , who dare to insult o ?

8. What advice would you give Elvin Ong?
COME BACK TO KUCHING RIGHT NOW CAUSE UR MEI MEI MISSES U A LOT ! It's a good advice , kor :) *

9. Do you love Tiffany Kho?
OF COURSE !

10. Would you marry Maxine Rose?
Of course , if she's willing to ;) * hahah !

Hangover

2009-09-20T12:40:00.002+08:00

Last night was the best night , except when I got drunk and started crying like a baby cause I thought Kenny didn't want me anymore when he didn't show up at 11:30pm at Core , and I wanna thank Jan , Yew Fong , Josephine , Sylvester , Brandon , Lenny , Chung Ming , Summer , and everyone else who was there last night for being there and for making this year's birthday the best birthday for me :) * And yes , thanks for making me shit drunk !

I am now suffering from a really bad hangover , I'm still wearing the top I wore last night and it has like liquor stains on it , my hair smells of cigarette and liquor and so does my breath , I'm fucking hungry and I keep wanting to vomit and my head hurts like hell . I don't wanna complain cause all this is all worth it ;) *

So once again , thanks you guys and thanks to Kim for going all the way to Core just to pass me my present ! You still owe me a dance , as promised . Lalala .

I love you all so very much ! Muah . Fuck what the Fortune Teller Genius said , last night was a good good night :D *

xx, Di♥

Touch You

2009-09-19T11:39:00.001+08:00

I wanna , I wanna , I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too every way
Everday , but all I have is time
Our love is a perfect rhyme .

xx , Di ♥

Disowned ?

2009-09-18T18:41:00.003+08:00

The moment I woke up , I got scolded by her . Sighs . And we ended up arguing at home , in the car on the way to her office and at the office ! I really can't take this shit anymore , very very tiring and depressing . I don't care about the fact that he's not talking to me cause he doesn't really matter to me anymore , I saved him the trouble by disowning myself from him :) You know , I really can't be bothered with anything anymore . I sometimes feel like alienating myself from everyone except for Kenny cause he's the only one who would go through all this with me and not complain a single bit !

-_- My mind's finally cleared . That was a really short rant , who cares .

Kenny came to pick me up from her office at 2 something , nearly 3 , today . I had to wait in the boring , cold office alone for him , but I'm not gonna complain like a baby cause I've waited for him for a year :P Wanted to go to MBO , since I still haven't been there yet , but darling's lao ban was there and he didn't want to be seen by his lao ban cause he was supposed to be at the office working , not going out ! Lousy gong ren :P Teehee .

Ended up stuffing our faces with fried chickens and yummy savoury rice from Sugarbun . It's been ages since I last ate there , maybe a year or so ! Shit , that's long . I don't really like the Sugarbun at Kenyalang , not nice de . The rice so shitty , so wet >_< Gross . But the chicken ok ok niah la :)

After that we just drove around , went to his house to pick up his little brother to work , went to disturb random people , dropped me home . Sorry for being pissed at you , darling ! Me and my crazy mood swings , thank God you understand :) Can't imagine myself without you , my big fat baby ! Muah .

You make me the happiest person alive ♥

xx, Di ♥

Personal

2009-09-15T16:39:00.002+08:00

1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
I can handle pretty much anything that doesn't have anything to do with losing your loved ones .

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Liew ♥ and I want it to stay that way till the end !

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
No , I was depressed and felt really dead .

4. When were you last on the phone With whom?
A few minutes ago , with Kenny ♥

5. Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
No .

6. Listening to music?
Yes , and I'm really obsessed with this particular song !

7. What are you excited for?
This coming Saturday and the next time I can see Kenny again :D

8. What were you doing yesterday?
Cried , cried , cried , cried even more . . . Was so depressed yesterday :(

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Kenny ♥

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
A straw .

11. Have a best friend?
Yes , I do .

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
Hmm_* Half of me is scared , the other half is not .

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes .

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
No one .

15. What time is it right this second?
6:17pm .

16. What do you want right now?
A hug from Kenny :(

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
I can't remember .

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/o

r confused?
Engaged ! :P

19. When was the last time you cried?
This morning .

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Parents ?

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yes , certain people .

22. How fast does your mind change?
I'm not a good decision maker :\

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Yes , you can never imagine how much I miss Kenny right now :(

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
No .

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Cause we're humans , and humans ain't perfect .

26. Tell me what's on your mind?
A lot of things .

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
- Shrugs - .

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yes .

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Who's that ? O_O

30. When is your next road trip?
Not too sure .

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yes .

32. How's your heart?
" I'm hurting really badly . There's a cut on me . " says my heart .

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Yes , all the time .

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Hmm_*

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
Shower and maybe call Kenny after that .

36. Next time you will kiss someone?
We'll see .

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yes , I have .

38. Who do you not get along with?
Got laa .

39. What does your third text on your phone say?
" Hou tian yao o wo zai office ar " :)

40. What are you wearing right now?
This really shitty looking dress , my school uniform .

41. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
RAWR ;)

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Hmm_* can't recall .

43. What's your fave boy and girl name right now?
Girl , Chanel/Bella/Baby . Boy , Kenny ♥

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
Dead and really depressed .

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
YES ! :(

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
Yes , especially when I'm pissed/frustrated/sad/bored .

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Crying and crying and more crying .

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
DRTFF .

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Boon Shao .

50. when was the last time you laughed really hard?
Yesterday , before all that happened .

51. Your close friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Of course I would . Which close friend would just walk out of your life ?

52. Last awkward moment
Hmm_* can't remember .

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
Yes , a little .

54. Do you have good vision?
No , I need glasses/contacts with degrees .

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
Yes , for fun only though :D

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes , I have .

57. Are you Irish?
No .

58. Do you use chap stick?
Yes , sometimes .

59. Do you have any scars?
Yes , and I don't like it !

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
Hmm_* don't know .

61. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
I'm more like , engaged to him :)

62. Name the last person to text you?
Kenny Stevie Liew Boon Soon ♥

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Well , age doesn't really matter , right ?

64. Can you go in public looking like you do now?
Well , I went to school looking like this .

65. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
I've kissed Jen on her cheeks :)

66. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The right .

67. What’s the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
I have no idea , really .

68. Do you fall for people easily?
No .

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
Yes .

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Sort of :(

71. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
Yes .

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
做我老婆好不好 - 徐誉滕 it's one of my favorite songs right now , since Kenny dedicated it to me ♥

73. Want someone back in your life?
Yes , my grandpa :(

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
I hope so , I really really hope so .

75. What’s the colour of your shirt you are wearing?
I'm wearing a dress , a blue and white dress .

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
YES :)

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Sort of , yes .

78.Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
-_- I'm engaged , what's so hard to understand about that ?

79.Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
In between .

80.Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
Jung Ji Hoon ? Hahah .

Alive & Kickin

2009-09-13T15:26:00.002+08:00

They are alive , well , at least I know one of them is ! Got woken up by a call from her asking me if I have eaten and if I wanted to eat or not . Still haven't heard from the other one . Whatever , I can't really be bothered about all this ! People think I can't live without them , here I am , living only with my brother , his girlfriend and my man :) I'm still alive and kicking .

Darling ta pao-ed for me last night and he accompanied me at home while everyone else was out . I told him it's fine and that he should go back to work , but he didn't want to . . . he ngeh ngeh want to accompany me eat dinner . After he accompanied me , he got scolded by his lao ban :( Sorry , darling ! But thanks for accompanying me , ya . You're beyond amazing , I can't imagine what my life would be like without you !

After this week , I'll be spending my Saturday night partying ! Wooo ~ I can't wait to get out of my house and spend a night with only my man :) It's gonna be one of the best nights of my life ! Can't wait >_<

xx, Di ♥

PS . Darling , remember o . We both still have one more chance ahh :P If you scold one more time , then one week no need find me le o ! HAHAHAHA . I won't scold one , trust me . Because I very bu she de and you know laa , I cannot one day not listen to your voice de oo ! WE BOTH NINE TIMES LE O :P

做我老婆好不好

2009-09-12T17:28:00.002+08:00

走过多少路口听过多少叹息
我认真着你并不知所措
这种迷茫心情我想谁都会有
幸运的是能分担你的愁
能不能靠近一点能不能再近一点
满足我心中小小的虚荣
其实你并不知道在我心中你最美
就像风雨过后天边的那道彩虹

如果明天的路你不知该往哪儿走
就留在我身边做我老婆好不好
我不够宽阔的臂膀也会是你的温暖怀抱
如果你疲倦了外面的风风雨雨
就留在我身边做我老婆好不好
我一定会承受你偶尔的小脾气
或许我还能给你一点意外
一份欢笑一个简单安心的小窝
陪你日出陪你日落到老

能不能靠近一点能不能再近一点
满足我心中小小的虚荣
其实你并不知道在我心中你最美
就像风雨过后天边的那道彩虹

如果明天的路你不知该往哪儿走
就留在我身边做我老婆好不好
我不够宽阔的臂膀也会是你的温暖怀抱
如果你疲倦了外面的风风雨雨
就留在我身边做我老婆好不好
我一定会承受你偶尔的小脾气
或许我还能给你一点意外
一份欢笑一个简单安心的小窝
陪你日出陪你日落到老

如果明天的路你不知该往哪儿走
就留在我身边做我老婆好不好
我不够宽阔的臂膀也会是你的温暖怀抱
如果你疲倦了外面的风风雨雨
就留在我身边做我老婆好不好
我一定会承受你偶尔的小脾气
或许我还能给你一点意外
一份欢笑一个简单安心的小窝
陪你日出陪你日落到老

Thanks , darling , for dedicating and singing this song to me ! I love you so much . Wo yuan yi zuo ni lao puo :)

xx, Di♥

FML

2009-09-12T15:01:00.003+08:00

What am I doing here , at home , when I'm supposed to be out with Kenny ? Haih . Family problem once again . Haven't seen my parents ever since that night ! To prove they're actually alive is that I still receive money everyday and my brother went out with them last night . They stopped calling me , they didn't even wait for me to wake up today to go for lunch , no one woke me up yesterday to go to school , my brother drove me to school yesterday . . . Hmm . They probably didn't know about my stomach problem and how I ended up spending the night at the Kuching Specialist Hospital last night . Feels like we're falling apart >_<

I had this really weird feeling yesterday morning when I woke up for school , at 6:30am . I felt so alone , like everyone in the house was just avoiding me and I felt really transparent . When I called my maid , she didn't response ! HAIH . Went to school feeling so depressed , feeling dead .

Didn't want to wake up this morning but a call from darling woke me up . At least I know I'm still cared by someone ! I woke up to find an empty house with only my maid and Ruffles . My brother's not home , his girlfriend went to work , my parents . . . still haven't seen them !

Maybe I should sleep through dinner tonight and have dinner alone . Maybe I AM having dinner alone tonight .

I need the three of you so badly . Kenny , Esther , Jen , where the fuck are you guys ? T_T

FML .

Beloved Hubby

2009-09-11T22:54:00.005+08:00

>_< Promise me you won't cry for me again ! Please . It hurts to know that you're actually worrying about me and it hurts even more to see you cry . I'm sorry , darling , I shouldn't have done what I did last night ! You knew why I acted that way last night and it was because I was scared , yet , you were so understanding and patient with me . You proved to me that you would go to any extend for me , just so that I'd be happy , but why , baby , why that place ? Why did you use that against me ? How could you be so mean ? You knew that it was my weakness , you knew that I didn't want you to go and yet you went . You're so mean , baby , so fucking mean !

Seeing you cry last night was the worst thing ever . You said I was the first girl you cried for ! It hurts , darling , it really does . I'm sorry I made you cry , I really am ! Last night was one of the worst nights . I knew how you feel and I hated myself for making you feel that way ! Darling , it's not your fault I'm like this , it's my own fault for wanting to be like this . Don't blame it all on yourself , ok ? None of this is your fault , it's all mine . I asked for it , I wanted to do it .

I love you so so so much , darling . You were there for me through my toughest time and no matter how many times I scream at you , cry like a baby , bite you till I leave bite marks , hit you so hard till I leave a red mark , push you away when all you wanted to do was to hug me and to tell me that it'll all be ok , get angry at you for something you didn't do , you're still so patient and so loving and caring ! You're so silly , you're an idiot for loving me , for being so caring and patient towards me .

You're my idiot :) And I wouldn't want to change anything about you ( except the fighting part ! ) cause that's what makes you , you and that was what made me fall so deeply in love with you !

Dui ni wen rou , dui ni hao . You ni zai shen bian , wo bu xiang luan pao ♥ Wo yuan yi zuo ni de lao puo :)

Diana Roxxanne Ting Fong Fong ♥s

Kenny Stevie Liew Boon Soon

xx, Di .

你永远是我的最爱

2009-09-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

LIBRA ( The Lame One )
Nice to everyone they meet . Their love is one of a kind . Silly , fun and sweet . Have own unique appeal . Most caring person you'll ever meet ! However , not the kind of person you would want to mess with , you might end up crying .

Daddy's at KL till tomorrow night .
And since Fel Fel is too busy to come
over to my place tonight to tutor me ,
I took this opportunity to go out with darling :)

Darling你不要这样了好吗 ?
我很担心你 , 你知道马?
我每天担心你 , 我会很累也不满意 .

我爱你darling !

我爱你到永远 .
你永远是我的最爱 ~
不管爱你有多难 ~
我不会停止爱着你 ~
我永远是你的 :)

xx , Di ♥

Tulan

2009-09-05T13:41:00.002+08:00

Photo taken by Jen Kueen :) Yes , it says Kenny's Property on my face mask .

My right shoulder still hurts like fuck from what happened yesterday !
Some people really act like a wild dog ah , at who also want to bark , with who also want to choi su .
Really like wild dog ah >_<
You la sap kia , you watch out , I tell you .
You think this thing settled liao meh ?
You think I can just let you go after you injured my shoulder ?

You heng niah yesterday Mr Pang and Mr Lim stopped Kenny from looking for you ho .
Cheebai la , if only they didn't stop Kenny , if only they let him look for you .
Some more you call your mommy daddy come ?
Ngaiti , you can settle things for yourself meh ?
You how old liao , still need mommy daddy come help you settle things meh ?
You ever see me bring in my mommy daddy ma ? Never hor .
Cheebai .

Make me so bo mood ah yesterday !
Fuck you , man .
You try choi su with me some more la , you try niah .
Fucking tulan !

Happy National Day , Malaysia

2009-08-31T21:38:00.004+08:00

Darling , sorry for being such a bitch towards you today .
I was very irritated and annoyed ,
maybe it was because of the crappy weather !
You know how much I hate it when it rains so heavily till
you can't go anywhere , right ?
Sorry , darling :(
It won't happen again , I promise .
Just don't break your promise to bring me to The Spring on Saturday
for zhen zhu nai cha and that kuih thing :p

I♥U more than I did yesterday but even more tomorrow :)
Muah muah ~

Followed darling to bai bai at 12 something in the afternoon .
I didn't bai bai cause I'm a Christian , so I just stayed in the car ,
listen to really loud music and sleep .
Was really tired cause I didn't sleep the night before ,
I slept at like , 4 am this morning and
woke up at 11.30 am !

When I was in the car , after I woke up ,
I saw that bitch and her boyfriend !
Ugh .
I now know the reason why he ain't talking to me anymore
and it's cause of that bitch .
Chao cheebai ah .
It has been a year since he stopped talking to me
and only this afternoon I know the reason why !
Fucking bitch .
Somemore , this is not the first time something like this has happened to me .
The first time was with my brother and a his ex .
I texted darling , telling him I saw them and
he immediately came back to the car to an wei me !
:) Heng I got darling ah !

After bai bai went to lim teh with darling's cousin's boyfriend
at a kopitiam near Boulevard .
Listened to darling's cousin's boyfriend complain about the girlfriend .
I really don't know how he can stand 3 years with that type of girl lo !
Darling said my kuan abit like his cousin's kuan .
I'm not xiiao qi lo , ok ?
Grr .

It started to rain really heavily later
and I got really annoyed cause
I hate it when it rains really heavily causing
me not to be able to go anywhere !
Damn pek chek ah .

School resumes tomorrow .
FINALLY !
Staying at home was damn boring ,
but I'm gonna miss waking up to darling's wake-up call
:D Teehee .

Today's Malaysia's independance day .
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ! :)

3 Months-Versary

2009-08-30T00:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 3 MONTHS-VERSARY , DARLING ! ♥

I know we've only been together for 3 months but , it feels like as if we've been together forever ! I love you more and more each and every single day , darling ! You've made me the happiest living thing ever walked this Earth . Your ability to make me laugh no matter what and even when I'm feeling really down was what attracted me to you in the first place . I know I've been a bitch suffering from PMS these few days , but you've been so patient and understanding with me , darling , thank you ! I'm not sure any other guy would stand my mood swings .

Thanks , darling , for everything . Thanks for your love , for being so understanding and patient , for being so loving and kind , for being my punching bag when I'm angry and my pillow when I'm sad . . . Thanks for being everything , Darling .

Darling , remember the talk we had the day before ? I've made my decision and it's you that I want to be with for the rest of my life . I don't care what my parents or other people have to say about it and I honestly don't give a flying fuck if my parents or other people don't agree with my decision . I can't wait to finally be able to spend the rest of my life with you , darling !

I'd do anything for you , darling , even if it means going through a shitload of trouble after . That shitload of trouble would be worth going through :) Everything I do , darling , is for you and also because I love you ! Darling , I'd elope with you , if you're willing to . Anything , darling , i'd do for you !

Thanks for mending that hole in my heart , darling . Thanks for removing , what I thought was , that permanent scar on my heart , darling . Remember when we first got together , I told you that you're the second person I loved the most after him ? Well , right now , you're the ONLY one I love the most :)

Being with you is so much and very xing fu :) You've brought out another side of me that I never knew existed . You know how to cheer me up and you know all the right things to say and when to say it ! You're amazing , no , you're BEYOND amazing ! I couldn't find any word to describe how amazing and how important you are to me , darling .

I love you more than I love zhen zhu nai cha :)

Ni yong yuan shi wo de zui ai , bu guan ai ni you duo nan ! Muahh ~

HAPPY 3 MONTHS-VERSARY♥

xx, Di♥

DiGi Conversation

2009-08-29T23:42:00.002+08:00

Didn't get to kan fong jing today cause of the rain
but it doesn't matter , as long as I'm with darling :)
Shit lo , so cheesy >_< ` Hahah ~

Anyways , darling and I went to the new Sarawak Club
to have dinner . It's the only place to go when
our wallets are totally flat and empty :p

Even though it's pretty far , I still prefer the new Sarawak
Club better than the old one cause the atmosphere there's
pretty darn romantic and the food there's good as well :)
They offer food and drinks that the old Sarawak Club
doesn't offer .

I finally ate prawns the right way :D Whiiieee ~
Sucks not being able to eat prawns the right way
and sucks having a husband who doesn't know
how to peel prawns for you to eat :p
Just joking , darling :) It doesn't suck to have you !

After that we went to Choice Daily to get some stuffs
and the two guys working at the DiGi store started
talking to me .

DiGi Guy 1 : Wahhh , ni qu na li o ? Chuan dao zhe yang .
( I was wearing a pink tank top and white shorts )
DiGi Guy 2 : Qu clubbing ha ? Qu na li shopping lei ?
Me : Mei shopping lei , qu chi er yi .
DiGi Guy 2 : Qu yao tou ha ?
Me : Mei you la , lao gong bu ken .
DiGi Guy 2 : HA ? Ni jie hun le ha ?
Me : Yao jie hun le o .
Digi Guy 2 : Eh , na ge che shi pai kia de che shi ma ? Ni ke ke shi pai kia ma ?
Me : Bu shi la , na ge shi wo de lao gong .
DiGi Guy 2 : HA ? Ni de lao gong ah ? Na , dui bu qi o , wo bu yao kacau ni le .
DiGi Guy 1 : Shi la , bu yao kacau ta le . Wo pa den xia ta de lao gong lai
zha wo de dian ah ! Dui bu qi o .

* As I was leaving the DiGi store *

DiGi Guy 2 : Eh , bu yao gen ni lao gong jiang ok ?
Me : Ke shi wo she me dou gen wo lao gong jiang wor .
DiGi Guy 1 : Cham liao , ming tian wo de dian yi ding shi bei zha le .

Darling laughed so hard when I told him about
our little conversation :D
He told me his car damn famous lo , no wonder he
wants to change car .

-_- I'm too lazy to translate the whole thing .
Sorry . Maybe I'll translate it in another post :)

xx, Di♥

Smoke Gets In Your Eyes

2009-08-29T16:16:00.003+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
(Please do not cheat and you are not allowed to choose the song so that it would suit the question! The point is to make it sound silly!)
2. You MUST write the name of the song, no matter how silly it sounds!
3. Tag friends who might enjoy doing this.

IF SOMEONE SAYS, "IS THIS OKAY?", YOU SAY?
- The Call .

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
- Circus .

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Casual Satisfaction .
;)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Realize .
I've realized a lot of things :)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Goodbye Baby .

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Warmness On The Soul .
So , they think I'm a warm person ?
Lol .

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Love .
Haha , I think about my darling a lot ,
does that count ? :D

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
- S.O.S .

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Qi Li Xiang .
LOL !

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Scandal .
-_-

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- La La La .

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Canon .
Yes , I wanna be a canon when I grow up
-_-

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- My Girl .
Eee , I'm not a lesbian !

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Walk Away .

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Autumn Leaves .
Aww , perfect song :)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Love Ya .

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Angel .

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Insufficient Love .

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- 7 Things .
Amazing , beautiful , fun , crazy ,
the best , irreplaceable , unique ;)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- I Will Be .

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- Teenage Dirtbag .

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
- One More Time OK .

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
- We Belong Together ( Korean ) .

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
- Inconsolable .

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
- Haru Haru .
LMAO .

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- Kiss Of Life .

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- Evacuate The Dance Floor .

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
- Close To You .

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Smoke Gets In Your Eyes .

I was bored , ok ?

xx, Di♥

Rain , Rain , Go Away

2009-08-29T16:12:00.002+08:00

It's raining lei , how to kan fong jing like that ?
Sighs ~ Rain , rain , go away bah !
I want to kan fong jing later >_< `

xx, Di♥

Free Willy

2009-08-28T19:50:00.010+08:00

Tuition just finished .
Maths is boring , as always :(

Spent the whole morning and a little bit of today
afternoon watching Free Willy . Nehhh , the whale movie ah !
Damn nice lo :D

ARGH . CUTENESS OVER LOAD ! :D :D

I felt so nostalgic watching it cause I watched that movie
a hell load of times when I was a kid and it
was one of my favorite movie and
watching it now makes me feel like a little kid again .

I actually cried when Willy got caught by the whalers >_<
The whalers so chek ak , you know ? They didn't kelian
the poor whale tiok separated from the mommy and family .

At around 4 pm , darling came over to my place to
pick me up and also to buy me pearl milk tea to cheer me up :)
Thanks , darling , you're the only one who knows the easiest
way to cheer me up , love you !
Before we went to Kenyalang to get my pearl milk tea ,
we stopped by daddy's office to get money :D

Me : * reaches out hand *
Daddy : * stands up and grab wallet * no small change !
Me : Smell my wrist , I used your perfume .
Daddy : Oh , you wanted me to smell your wrist . I thought you came here to ask for money , thank the Lord !
Me : That , and I need money too .

After getting money , darling sped off to Kenyalang
to get me my pearl milk tea ! Whiiieee ~

Darling and I talked about something and it got me thinking
if that something would actually happen and I was scared
that it might , cause I didn't wanna lose darling !

* fingers cross * Hope it doesn't happen !

Time to finish watching Free Willy ♥

xx, Di♥

PS . Gonna go kan fong jing tomorrow with my darling :)

New Skin

2009-08-25T22:15:00.004+08:00

Yes , I've finally found a new blog skin ,
one that I'm pretty much happy with
and have used before , a couple of times :)

Had Biology tuition just now with Felicia .
I'm turning into such a lazy ass cause I'm
not as serious as I was a few months back !
Ugh , I'm like talking more and not paying
attention to Fel when she's teaching .
I really need to change , plus , I've promised
Fel to pass Bio :)

Today was a pretty boring day .
All I did was stay at mommy's office ,
talked to Daphne and wrote this
story that suddenly appeared on my mind
when I woke up this morning .
I'm still working on the story though and
I'm still thinking of a title for it !

Wanted to go out so badly today but
darling was too busy to bring me out :(
I hope he would be able to bring me out
tomorrow for pearl milk tea .
Yes , I'm really addicted to that drink .
For those who don't like pearl milk tea ,
you can go shoot yourself now !

Hate holidays , especially long ones ,
cause they're usually very boring
and I usually won't have anything to do !
I'd rather be in school -_-

Hmm . Has anyone heard of any good songs
or watched any good movies recently ?
If yes , could you guys please recommend
them to me cause I'm in need of entertainment !
My (and Jen's) last source of entertainment
got really boring and was a wasted of both
time and money .
Those who knew what happened would
know what/who our last source of
entertainment was .

Just took a quiz on Facebook ,
" What Animal Would You Be ? " ,
and I got :

A Shark !

According to the quiz I took , it says that
I am " very fierce and bold " and I " like to
stand out when you try new outfits " .

Hmm . Interesting .

xx , Di♥

Indecisive-ness

2009-08-25T01:16:00.002+08:00

Found a new blog skin and even though it's really simple ,
neat and nice , I'm still having second thoughts about it :\ `
ugh , I'm so indecisive ! -_- `

I would love to stay a little longer and check out more
blog skins which are nicer than this one , but , I can't
cause my dad's pissed that I'm still awake .
It's only 1 something in the morning , daddy , plus ,
there's no school tomorrow ! :( `

I'm gonna go listen to Kenny's voice then I'm off to bed .
See , I'm so guai , I listen to daddy .
Nighty night ~

xx , Di♥

Still alive and kickin'

2009-08-24T22:44:00.004+08:00

Hello ,
I've decided to leave Blogger
for another blogging site , Tumblr .
Yes , I'm a very unloyal blog owner :p
But hey , I'm back
and I'm pretty sure no one's reading
this blog anymore .

Yes , as you can see
I've decided to start all over again
and so , I've deleted ALL my blog post ,
and a new blog skin which I'm currently
finding on BlogSkins.com now .

Off to find a new blog skin ,
shall update later ! :) `

PS .
Yes , I'm still using Tumblr .
HisAsianGirl♥

xx , Di♥