虽然我们相识的日子还是短暂的
可是我已深深把你来爱了
你的天真和你的纯情已把我吸引了
你就是我梦中美丽的天使
我知道你是一个天真善良温柔的男孩
真的希望自己能够配上你
如果你能给我机会让我好好的爱你
真的只想真心真意对你说

我爱你一定爱到花都开了 鸟儿把歌唱
爱到牛郎织女为我们点头
爱到花儿绽放鸟儿成群把我们环绕
爱到每道彩虹映出你的美

我爱你一定爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌唱给心爱的男孩
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我去爱你

虽然我们相识的日子还是短暂的
可是我已深深把你来爱了
你的天真和你的纯情已把我吸引了
你就是我梦中美丽的天使
我知道你是一个天真善良温柔的男孩
真的希望自己能够配上你
如果你能给我机会让我好好的爱你
真的只想真心真意对你说

我爱你一定爱到花都开了 鸟儿把歌唱
爱到牛郎织女为我们点头
爱到花儿绽放鸟儿成群把我们环绕
爱到每道彩虹映出你的美

我爱你一定爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌唱给心爱的男孩
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我去爱你

我爱你一定爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔
爱到来生来世也会说无悔
就把这首动听的歌唱给心爱的男孩
真的希望你能给我个机会
让我去爱你

刘文舜，爱上你越来越无可救药。你是我的爱，你是我的生命，你是我的一切，你是我唯一的老公
... 我不能没有你了darling！我已经太爱你了。我永远爱你，老公muacks！



Ah lien wannabe. Kenny lala mui =) ♥

I ALMOST forgotten that I actually own a blog till a really nice friend of mine reminded me I had one and kept nagging at me to update it! Thanks, dolls ;)

What have been happening since I've been messing? Well, quite a number, to be honest.

• Halloween.

Celebrated Halloween with Maxine, Kenny, Hazelin, Patrick, Ah Fook and many other random people at Travillion. That was the first time I saw that fucking-bastard-son-of-a-bitch Miguel and he looked so different compared to how he looks like in pictures!

We didn't get shit drunk though cause Kenny was there, and he's against me going clubbing! Kill joy! We still had much fun hanging around Frappe thinking of things to do and eating our asses off and disturbing people as they walk past.

Walked around with Kenny for a while and beautiful Sapphire. With her pink wig, I couldn't recognize her! She went as Barbie, by the way, and I'm guessing her boyfriend went as Ken. Met a new friend, which was a friend of Kenny's, Evelyn Kimo! She's really pretty and her contact lens were really cool. She went as a leopard, if I'm not mistaken.

I WENT AS A BUNNY =)



The top belongs to Maxine and the bunny ears belongs to Tiffany =) Thanks you guys for lending me your stuffs! Hugs.

To be honest, I wasn't planning on going as anything cause I didn't have the appropriate costume but I found the bunny ears so all I did was tie my top up, used my Playboy Bunny belt, put on my bunny ears and tada, I is a bunnies! Teehee.

• Ah Boy's birthday.

Accompanied Maxine to Core to celebrate this bastard's Ah Boy's birthday. Kenny, Ah Fook, Kenny's crazy ass friends, Hazelin, Diinson, Miguel and many other people came along! His birthday was a countdown party, sort of thing, where we party and when the clock strikes 12am, the cake cutting and singing of the birthday song tradition starts.

Kenny was there so I didn't get the chance to get shit drunk, unlike some lucky person whom I know so well ;) neither did I get the chance to stay till 12am. I left earlier with Kenny and slept over with him!

Ahh. You know that feeling, when the last face you see right before you close your eyes at night and the first face you see right after you open your eyes in the morning is your love one? I love that feeling! You know what other feeling I love? The feeling of when you're in bed with your love one and you feel so protected cause he's hugging you to sleep! So naice.

Driving course (Part 1).

Yes, there's a Part 1 and Part 2 for this, meaning I went to the driving institute TWICE to listen to the same boring shit TWICE!

I was supposed to sit in a room with random people whom I don't even know and listen to this man talk about driving and shit, in Malay, for FIVE god damn hours. For goodness sake, I can barely understand Malay. My understanding for Malay is like, basic shit, and the Malay they use there is like, walau eh damn intermediate! I was only there for three hours till Kenny came with Ah Fook to rescue me.

Yes, I know, I'm not supposed to do that. I gave them like a really lame excuse; I had to catch a flight to KL and I forgotten my flight was at that time. Hey, I'm not that good at thinking of excuses, please!

• Driving course (Part 2).

This time I managed to trick Maxine into following me to the driving institute. I told her there were hot guys there, there were none, really. Hehe. And this time, I didn't go into the room, we just hanged around the institute and KFC for five hours, while we waited for Miguel to pick us up!

We cam-whored a lot at the institute and we watched the same music videos over and over again on TV! Hitz sucks.

-_- They realized I didn't attend the class, but thank God, I didn't have to return to that shitty institute again! Phew.

I don't know which one is worst, part one or part two.



A lot more happened but right now, I'm just too lazy and hungry to go on. I miss Kenny T_T This week's the last week of school and I don't see the point in going (my dad forces me to go) cause all we do is play UNO, sleep, talk and watch movies. I go in the morning and at 12 or 1 something I'll just go home or go to Kenny's place. Can't wait till school end and is dreading the day I go to New Zealand to study (no, I'm not going to Australia anymore)! T_T

I keep crying these few days.

Yes , I'm using a skin which I've once used before and that's cause I'm too lazy to go to Blogskins.com and look for extra nice skins ! Well , not today , maybe some other day when I'm not that lazy and suffering from a splitting headache =)

Anyways . Being suspended from school ain't fun at all ! I have to go to my mom's office every day and STUDY my ass off for God knows how long . UGH . I don't mind getting suspended if I was allowed to go out and do crazy stuffs , but getting suspended and then having to study my ass off is not a good idea for me . Thank God I'm only getting suspended for a week -_- Bloody Hell . But then again I'm not really looking forward to going back to school and seeing them bloody teachers ! Gah .

I haven't seen Kenny for God knows how long and I miss him like Hell =( Was up till 6:45 am , this morning , talking on the phone with him . We started with my very own family problem , then his ex girlfriend ( the one I despise with a passion , I despise most of his ex-s anyways , they all look very chao ah lien ! -_- ) , we then moved on to talking about his decision to remove his tattoos ( I like his tatts , but if he wants to make a good impression for mommy , sacrifices has to be made =( sighs ) and a lot more I couldn't remember . OH YES . The funniest thing we talked about was his baby kuan and how my fucking ex tried acting like a baby just to grab my attention -_- Boy , did that made Kenny laugh the whole night/morning and he laughed and talked about it when he woke up later in the afternoon .

Talking on the phone with Kenny for hours is fun and entertaining but it hurts later on . Bloody hell , I'm now nursing myself from a splitting headache and it's due to not having enough sleep cause I was practically awake the whole night/morning talking on the phone ! Note to self : DO NOT stay awake the whole night/morning talking on the phone . Maybe once in a while is fine , just not every fucking day -_-

Not excited about going to Australia to study T_T Just thinking about it is enough to make my eyes water .

I would like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday on Facebook , MSN , Blogspot and through text and I would also like to thank those who gave me presents and , I know I've said this before , went to Core to celebrate my birthday in advanced with me !

Kenny got me a couple necklace and a new number ( the new number isn't exactly my present , he just decided to give me on that day -_- ) ! I love the necklace but the best present he gave me was just being there to celebrate my birthday with me :) Thanks , darling ! MUAH . He told me he has another present for me at his office ! Can't wait to see what it is .

My brother and his girlfriend were too cheap to buy me a proper card so they got two pieces of paper , wrinkled it up and wrote in it and gave it to me . Yes , that was my card . And my present from them ? My brother's used socks and undies . AND TWO PIECES OF REALLY CUTE GRAPHIC TEE , ONE THAT SAYS " HI , HATER ! " AND ANOTHER THAT SAYS , " I'M SO KRISPY " ! :D My brother and his girlfriend are cheapos . Thanks , Dinosaur and Elephant , for giving me the cheapest and smelliest present ( and card ) ever !

Pei Wen gave me a couple photo frame . It's really cute and I'm planning to let Kenny have the female one , which would have my picture in it , and I'd keep the male one , which would have his picture in it :) She sent it all the way to my house for me , ain't she just the sweetest ? Thanks , dear !

Ah Mat gave me a really cute wallet :) For a guy , he really does know how to choose presents for girls ! Haha . So if u're a guy and u don't know what to get for a girl , go to Ah Mat , he'll help u . Thanks for the wallet , da ge !

Thanks Kim for the pink cat ! Thanks Jan , Yew Fong , Sylvester , Lenny , Chu Ming , Josephine , Summer , Brandon ( and everyone else that went ) for celebrating my birthday in advanced at Core ( and for getting me shit drunk :P ) !

OH YES .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FEONA AND TIFFANY TING :)

For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain

Darling , all this month we've been together , u've always been so patient and understanding with me ! During that time when I thought everyone walked out of my life , u were there with me all the way telling me that u would always be there even if the whole world turn it's back against me . From then on , I knew u were here to stay for good and I thank God for that :)

I hope this won't be our last anniversary together , I hope that we would still celebrate many more anniversaries to come . U're the one I want to start a new life with , u're the one I want to walk down the aisle with . . . U're the one , darling !

I'm sorry for being such a bitch most of the time and always getting pissed at u and always kek u . I still don't get how u can be so patient and so understanding with me and my weird ass mood swings but I'm glad that u're like this :)

Darling , though u've disappointed me a couple of times , but that ain't stopping me from loving u nor would that make me love u less . My love for u wouldn't change , it would only grow more and stronger ! I love u , darling .
I'm sorry about just now :(

Yesterday was my first time experiencing a really bad car accident . Kenny , his little brother and I were the victims and we were lucky to survive with minor injuries :)

The accident happened around 4 - 5 pm , at the road near Ibraco's house . We were driving on the road and there was this rather big piece of concrete wall sticking out , causing us to not be able to see weather there's car at the other side or not . That wall caused us not to be able to see the Honda City coming , causing Kenny to not be able to brake so he swerved and due to the road being too slippery , the whole car went into the drain , which was a medium sized one !

Fucking Honda City stopped for less than two seconds and immediately sped off . Bastard , I hope u get into a freak accident and die a slow and painful death ! Grr .

Kenny's hand got cut cause he was shielding his head from the window which broke , his little brother's a lucky bastard , he didn't suffer from any injuries and I suffered from a really swollen leg which to Kenny's friends , looked as if I grew an extra head -_- One of his friends thought it was muscle . Dumb ass .

Right now , my leg is still swollen and it hurts a lot to walk , so I was practically limping around school today and also trying to walk normal ! Haha .

My temper's really bad right now , it's that time of the month again . It's a good thing Kenny didn't pick me up today ;) HAHA .

That reminds me . Tomorrow is our fourth month together , and the day after is my birthday ! :D I would like to thank Felix for doing an early birthday post for me ! Thanks a bunch , love , that was really sweet of u !

I'm off to do my Citizenship assignment . UGH .

Going back to school tomorrow after having holiday for a week ! To be honest , half of me is dying to go back to school cause I despise the idea of staying at home for another week or so with nothing to do whereas the other half is wanting another week or so of holiday cause I too despise the idea of seeing my teachers , especially Mr Lim , for God knows how long -_- Yes , and I hate the fact that from tomorrow onwards , I'll be studying 5 days a week for 9 hours straight with only 3 breaks in the middle which doesn't last long and then I'll only be going out for 2 days a week . Damn .

God damn . Y am I complaining as if this is my first time going to school when it's not ? Ugh . I hate school , no , I love/hate it like how I love/hate holidays !

I don't wanna go to school but I don't want another week or so of holidays :( HOW ? Maybe we should have like , 2 days of school and 5 days of fun , that's more than enough for me :D That would probably happen in like cartoons , heck , I doubt it even happen in cartoons ! -_-

I shall go to sleep now . Otherwise I won't be able to wake up tomorrow !